爸爸過世7年多了,歲月磨練中, 失去親癒合了。
長期以來,談論爸爸,到現在能笑談他往事,證明我們走出,過自己生活了。
去年,舊家變成重劃區了,雖然我們爸爸過世後因為一些因素而搬離舊家,但是會回去重温當時生活。
現在,突然要重劃了,感傷,捨所有回憶要都市埋沒了。
這一陣子,每天有親戚商談要賣地事情,搞得媽媽心神而失眠,讓我思念起舊家所有一切。
關於爸爸回憶,於是翻出當時爸爸過世時,因為思念而做了關於他夢紀錄。
爸爸去世後我夢見他,這是第一次,知道是我太想念他,還是他託夢我。
終於夢見爸爸了。
這是爸去世後第一次夢見他,我每天想夢見他,但是不是別人夢見,我夢不到他。
夢境裡是家裡忙著辦拜拜或某種祭典之類事,大家手忙腳亂之際,我突然客廳窗户口看見爸爸臉,他穿著夏天穿白色汗衫,臉色像過世時黝黑沒有光澤,而且臉型像生前一樣浮腫著。
爸爸窗內望了一下阿來住房子方向走去,我拼命放大喉嚨叫喊他,他頭回往前走。
阿芬我後面,她發現爸時跟著大聲叫喊著,我爸一下子不見了,他喊著:「爸…,我想你你知不知道?」爸知道有沒有聽見,有若無表情像是聽見了,只是回應,如果聽見,讓我覺得他明白。
我望著他背影,想記下他穿著,一下子變成他穿著一件灰白色T恤、黑色泛灰牛仔褲,很像是我那件POLO牛仔褲,腳上穿著我那雙紅色球鞋,爸肩上還背著一隻玩偶熊,熊腳上穿著橘色球鞋,身上毛是咖啡色,而且披著一件白色皮毛披肩。
看著爸走背影,我過,感嘆爸怎麼不理我們,突然爸窗户另一頭出現,他身上玩偶熊拿窗户口,我怕爸走了,直覺伸手抓著玩偶熊的一隻手,爸爸原本抓著熊放手,一陣拉扯後,爸放手了,好像告訴我:「要你,可是我不能留下來。
」接著他於開口了,他説:「你們有沒有夢見阿婷?」(或是:「你們有沒有聽阿婷説夢見我」?)「我告訴她我只乎你們夢我這一天,你們可能要注意…」是不是説這些話,我只能記得。
我是爸説我想他,他點點頭像是明白我心情,我差點要哭出來時爸走了,夢醒了。
那時是半夜4點半,我想馬上告訴媽我夢見爸爸了,可是還是覺得不要吵醒她,於是我腦中複著夢裡畫面和情節,以及和爸話,我來忘記了所有,那麼我所有爸思念會淤塞我內心,可訴了,我只是很希望爸爸知道我想念他。
後來清晨夢見了一次,不過媽叫喚聲吵醒了,記得夢裡景象了,記得爸爸坐在客廳裡,像和我們話家常吧。
誰言千里今夕,離夢杳如關塞長。
夢裡,爸爸得了癌症,他想要過世前去看看朋友,於是自己一個人跑到台北幾天去找一個同學。
我們雖然知道他體力,還是沒有阻止他完成他後幾個心願。
有天我在家睡覺,睡著睡著覺得好累,起來到客廳去。
突然看見爸爸坐在那張沙發上,一副模樣,兩個眼眶因為或者生病關係而黑了一圈。
我知道爸爸從台北回來需要休息,所以坐在那張他坐沙發上喘著。
我問爸爸什麼時候回來?因為他無聲無息突然出現,誰知道他何時回到家。
爸説:「昨半暝啦!你們沒人知啦!」口氣中有。
看著爸爸這麼撐著,我,他感到萬捨,心酸了起來。
我要走出家門時,發現一件牛仔褲吊紗門上,門口裡面門檻上擺上了許多小盆盆栽(家門前那幾盆)。
我問爸爸為何要這件牛褲吊這裡?他説:「放在後面會乾,拿來這裡吊著。
」至於那些盆栽,我來不及問,門外面臨另一件事。
那隔壁老太婆明目張膽到我們家花圃拔些她要藥草,雖然她眼裡是藥草,我們眼中是花草。
我氣過,看著陳彰富跟著摻一腳,口破罵她們,她們無動於衷,繼續這一切行為,爸爸看眼裡,知道是因為沒力氣罵是他生氣,他只是靜靜的看著,不發一語。
延伸閱讀…
而哪個猴死因仔阿明,不知死活,敢他東西放在我們家水槽上面,我二話説,叫他東西拿開,他拿,我自己動手囉!而他們家人説些什麼,只是看著。
夢到此,醒了,爸爸一次消失我夢中了 今天早上夢到爸回來了,應該説夢裡爸爸過世,只是身體帶著病痛,。
情境是家裡幾年會碰上一次建醮大拜拜,左右鄰著準備佈置會場,建造神壇,迎接即到來各路神明和鬼怪。
家裡例外,在家擺設了兩三桌準備招待完全認識食客,原本以為這些人莫名其妙闖入家裡,是一種行為,後來突然想起媽媽説過做醮備幾桌讓來四方朋友吃個肚,知道這些是〝應該〞。
一些衣著食客高興吃著菜餚,喝著媽媽準備各式飲料,一位阿伯興致高昂要我敬酒,我謝絕他好意,他轉向其他人。
外頭各種活動上演,迎接神明和鬼怪儀式上陣,鞭炮聲和鑼鼓聲鼓譟喧天,煙霧繚繞了整個屋內,隱隱約約身旁有一些奇特鬼怪屋內四角流竄。
媽媽點了幾柱香,一旁有個神棍人領頭要謝天謝神謝鬼怪保佑家裡,爸爸這時候就出現了。
爸身體,房間出來時讓媽攙扶了一下,待他自己站穩了後媽手裡接過幾柱香,氣定神閒站準備四處拜拜,看著爸爸還可以我們一起,心中不免慶,完全忘了爸爸過世事實。
只在心裡想著如果爸爸這樣我們一起多啊!想著想著,煙霧竄進喉嚨,咳了一下,夢咳醒了。
這只是一場夢。
我日日夜夜還是思念著爸爸。
薛濤:「水國蒹葭夜有霜,月寒山色蒼蒼。
誰言千里今夕,離夢杳如關塞長。
延伸閱讀…
」今夕,人隔千里,就算夢中要相遇,是天地兩相隔了。
這説出我心情,從此後我只能和爸爸夢裡相會了。
早晨,夢見爸爸回來了。
很可惜我只記得夢片段。
夢裡我張張要趕去上學,落東落西好像會忘了某件東西,然後突然想起而回頭去拿,這時爸爸會幫我找出來然後拿我。
要走到後院去騎車時,爸爸站以前客廳放冰箱地方,冰箱門開著亮出裡面許多東西,我問爸爸要做什麼?他説要冰箱整理整理,我爸爸説不要了,如果東西太重搬不動叫阿偉來幫忙搬,爸爸應允了我,可是我知道他會自己一個人來。
走到後面,看見我們家摩托車通通變成綠色,是阿偉噴漆一台一台噴上,我小白,他噴得亮,宛如一台機車。
爸爸拿來我鑰匙,可是我怎麼找不到機車那一隻,加上我趕著要上學,手忙腳找不到了。
爸爸叫我找,會找到。
終於,是我那串鑰匙沒錯,只不過阿偉全部噴成綠色了,怪我會認不出來。
我騎上機車,出門要上學去了,頭上帶是一頂圓邊帽子,怕風吹走了拉著帽緣騎著,爸爸背後傳來一句叮嚀話,我聽而停下車回頭問爸爸説什麼?爸爸説:算了算了,戴關係….。
我聽懂爸爸意思,轉頭之間看見爸爸慈祥和藹臉孔而想起,以前我爸爸態度總是,現在有機會讓我面爸爸,心裡知道爸爸是死而復生回來,因此這種相聚時刻。
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表弟拉牛要屠殺結果牛跑了,隔壁鄰居殺了兩條牛,表弟屠牛者一起起了充圖户刺對方一刀關鍵人物:表弟地點:住家旁邊事物:屠牛者刺
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夢見主管打個電話問一下其他同事狀況後,掛掉電話!我開門之際,跑來個可愛小女孩來家裡,但是四處亂摸亂動,我罵她,她是嬉皮笑臉笑!號碼分析:04, 20, 29, 38號碼分析:06, 14, 26, 35號碼分析:01, 09, 39, 40號碼分析:06, 12, 22, 29, 30, 33我夢到我兵,人陷害説我殺人我開始逃後來是抓到了,關緊閉逃亡途中我躲進一處鄉下民宅民宅內有一隻野豬襲擊村民家小孩,我野豬制伏了
號碼分析:04, 08, 10, 25, 26, 32號碼分析:15, 19號碼分析:04, 07, 25, 33, 36號碼分析:05, 18, 27, 37I dreamt I was working as a waiter and we were serving customers on a table, so
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夢到老鼠,感覺貓,身邊的人説他要殺死他,身邊人用水要牠淹死,沒多久他活過來了,抓到幾隻隻,但是是無害他們放走,堅持他殺死,但殺死,後怕他逃脱我只能抱著他
號碼分析:01, 07, 09, 20, 25, 31, 41Someone I hate was being annoying and hit me, so I hit them back until they
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今天夢見5尾土龍,其一別人殺了煮來吃,我生氣,其他4尾藏,有夢到毒蛇過來,可是沒有攻擊我,和平夢境聽到有人對我説,那是青龍,不用擔心上廁所時,請青龍先出去我要廁所
號碼分析:05, 11, 22, 29, 32, 35, 45號碼分析:10, 21, 29, 31, 33號碼分析:04, 19, 20, 27, 30號碼分析:02, 08, 17, 19, 25, 32, 42夢到白狗宗教團體強制火燒,旁邊坐著一個狗身上有灼燒後痕跡 説要跟我朋友,我只回看看吧號碼分析:05, 10, 35
夢見我晚上騎著腳踏車,要去找自己頭,但不知道路,於是問了路上沒睡住户,他們我指明路名,路上有路牌,但我找不到,後來好像有人載我繼續騎,後來我好像搭著垃圾回收車風車,找到了我頭顱,我手把頭顱撈上車了。
夢境跳到一棟水泥建築,好像是我房子,但沒住人了而且看上去有些破損了,一樓有個鐵捲門,裡面是車庫,朋友載著他女友裡面開出來,順便載我(忘了是要去哪)然後,我牽著自己兩隻狗遛狗散步,其中一隻是米白色,兩隻狗,會叫,會爆衝,然後不知走到小巷子裡表姐家,那小巷子裡,人很多,擁擠,進房後有人讓我躺下睡覺,好像要執行什麼互換身份還是取代身份某種儀式
號碼分析:03, 13, 14, 15, 20, 24, 25, 27, 33A spiritual celebration, carnival fun with my sister who has passed on, cats,
jewelry lefy gold right silver and a cross, each day a new entertainment last for 3 days, asian
man nice guy sis hiding in the closet. Rats running around and clean cute babies crawling on the
floor.號碼分析:05, 07, 11, 12, 13, 23, 24, 26, 28號碼分析:02, 06, 13, 16, 23, 26, 32, 33, 36號碼分析:01, 04, 12, 21, 42號碼分析:07, 08, 12, 27, 41, 48號碼分析:03, 08, 13, 17, 24, 33i was with some people i didnt know at my old grandmother house. but it looked
different. someone offered to give me chocolate, dairy milk to be precise. i didnt take it. i
just wanted to go to the loo, i did that as i was skeptical. as soon as i was done when i left
the bathroom, my uncle appeared as a ghost before me and his pretty much still alive, i was so
scared. he said hello to m and i woke up.號碼分析:01, 07, 15, 19, 21, 23, 31, 39i dreamt of myself and other people i dont know, we were at my old house were
we used to live before me and my grandmother, however it was different. so someone offered me 2
slabs of chocolate, dairy milk if im not mistaken, but i didnt take it. i wanted to go to the
bathroom but i was scared that it was different and a bit dark, i kept on opening the door,
finally i went to go take a wee wee, but as soon as i left before i could reach the door, i saw
my uncle in the basin but he somehow looked like a ghost and he is still alive in reality, and
he greeted me. i woke up scared.號碼分析:07, 12, 17, 19, 21, 23, 31自己2個女生員工室內抽煙
告知他們不要裡面抽煙,去門外抽不然客人會聞到,抽煙人其中一個跩態度站三七步,另一個是自己很多年聯絡朋友,兩個人勸聽我請他們明天不用來了號碼分析:02, 05, 07, 16, 17, 20, 26, 32, 33, 35, 44號碼分析:13, 19, 20, 22, 24, 42夢見爸爸説藥,他自己是不是生大病號碼分析:01, 04, 06, 22, 48號碼分析:09, 12號碼分析:04, 14, 23, 30, 38號碼分析:01, 04, 08, 09, 14, 15, 17, 47號碼分析:03, 04, 07, 20, 30, 33I had a dream were my dead aunt was splashing poop on me and other family
members and there was a lady who came and hold my aunt,s head and deep her face onto that poop
she was splashing us then she ask everyone to come and bath i wake up before taking a shower but
i was standing on a queue with my daughter號碼分析:06, 13, 15, 19, 24, 27, 33, 43號碼分析:02, 17, 28, 33號碼分析:02, 19, 26, 31, 36夢見我自己開車,左邊車門關不上,我抓著左邊車門 開車,要前往外公家路上號碼分析:06, 08, 15, 16, 37號碼分析:03, 10, 25, 32, 36號碼分析:13, 19, 20, 22, 32, 42夢見家中養一隻獵犬,他倒立號碼分析:05, 06, 14, 24, 34, 43夢見家中四處是,有一位師姐正推進我家號碼分析:03, 14, 24, 32, 34, 43Small fire, old native woman baking, women cooking, me doing laundry, tall
bushy tree, kissing young woman and her mom who were happy to see, sister in law and her aunt
dancing號碼分析:01, 05, 07, 08, 10, 12, 19, 21, 26, 27Small fire, old native woman baking, women cooking, me doing laundry, tall
bushy tree, kissing young woman and her mom who were happy to see, sister in law and her aunt
dancing, ex husband gossiping about the headman號碼分析:01, 05, 07, 08, 10, 12, 19, 21, 26, 27號碼分析:06, 12, 18, 20, 24, 34, 43號碼分析:03, 24號碼分析:06, 16號碼分析:06, 07, 23夢到司機送石材來我們夫妻,房子裝修號碼分析:07, 09, 13, 15, 24, 39, 42號碼分析:05, 06, 16, 21, 23, 31, 46號碼分析:07, 13, 15, 31, 32號碼分析:03, 07, 10, 15, 21, 26, 31, 32I was chatting with my friends in the living room, halfway through the chat, I
saw two men standing outside the truck outside the truck, reaching into the truck to steal
something號碼分析:06, 14, 18, 19, 22, 26, 35, 40號碼分析:02, 07, 12, 14, 17, 20, 31號碼分析:11, 15, 21, 33, 35號碼分析:01, 19號碼分析:02, 07, 13, 16, 17, 23, 31, 32號碼分析:02, 09, 18, 24, 27, 30, 35
夢到我霸凌心情,朋友陪我散心畫面突然轉到我們一間廟旁邊,有一個老人長長的鬍子一手拿枴杖,一手抱著像元寶東西裡面裝著很多糖果,糖果麥芽糖餅黏在一起,老人拔開麥芽糖餅我我説這好吃,麥芽糖餅白色包裝,我吃完説好吃
號碼分析:01, 08, 09, 10, 25, 35夢到家門口2隻小橘貓,頭頂著紗窗門吵著要進我家,我室友拉著紗窗門跟他們説不行號碼分析:03, 12, 15, 25, 34, 38I dreamt a was walking bare foot in the street with a friend.We went inside a
bar to buy beers and different groups of people started fighting left,right and center.號碼分析:06, 10, 11, 19, 27, 35號碼分析:09, 12, 15號碼分析:05, 07, 08, 17, 18, 21號碼分析:05, 07, 17, 47號碼分析:07, 09, 14, 16, 17, 19, 21, 38號碼分析:06, 07, 14, 21號碼分析:02, 04, 08, 11, 12, 36, 39號碼分析:02, 07, 15, 26, 27, 30I took a nap and dreamed of 2 snakes, a small snake with horns on its head was
slowly moving on the wallpaper. Another bigger snake was chasing a dog, and I kept running
because I was scared. I ran to a place with a lot of people, men, women and children, and I told
one of the women that this place hadn’t been repaired yet? Look at my feet, I’m wearing my
daughter’s shoes and I’m sober號碼分析:03, 08, 17, 18, 19, 25, 33
我開車載著媽媽出門,發現車子沒油了,停到一家户門口,門口有掛著菲廚房招牌,媽媽進去買東西,是一位年媽媽經營店,我們買了麵包,年媽媽説有賣衣服,去看她賣衣服,夢境這樣結束了。
號碼分析:02, 06, 08, 10, 17, 18, 24, 39I dreamt of my grandfather not that old giving me and my brother R50 note from
his wallet . My brother took it because I was owing him R20 . My grandfather opened the wallet
and gave me another R50 note , he gave me another notes from his wallet again I had so much
money on me but I ddnt count how much I had.號碼分析:03, 08, 11, 13, 19, 25, 27, 32, 33昨晚晚上夢裡看到一隻綠色的小鸚鵡是,結果動了,害我嚇一跳,然後我大叫了3-4聲,阿啊阿…
現場夢境是晚上看到一片空地,堆了一些廢棄物鸚鵡廢棄物之間站著沒有號碼分析:01, 06, 08, 10, 23, 32, 42, 49號碼分析:21, 28號碼分析:04, 07, 22, 31
夢中寺廟主持解夢,寫著兩條11和7,他寫2但有點像顛倒5,感覺到「華航」,但全夢境沒有聲音,寺廟內有許多年輕女子,這個夢之前是夢到看房子,房子地基上…要爬上去
夢,是…號碼分析:05, 07, 14, 17, 18, 25, 32號碼分析:15, 18, 22, 42號碼分析:01, 04, 07, 11, 15, 16, 26, 42, 48號碼分析:01, 03, 10, 16, 17, 29, 32號碼分析:05, 11, 13, 21, 27, 31, 35號碼分析:08, 10, 14, 31, 41, 44號碼分析:01, 08, 23, 35號碼分析:05, 06, 16, 26, 36, 46號碼分析:04, 07, 22, 31號碼分析:04, 07, 15, 21, 22, 31, 41號碼分析:05, 07, 14, 17, 18號碼分析:09, 19, 22, 42